Oh my dear Alexander!
If only you could be beside me, because of my weakness doesn't let me write and think clearly, but I still can feel your love and passion for me. You who have suffered all my lechery. Oh My beloved man! my fever is increasing more and more and my blood flow through my mouth because of my cough.
I feel that my time has come and I am lonely, grey and dam. My flowers are faded -Who cares for them?
My debts are getting worse and creditors don't stop knowing to my door to meet the principal despite me in my later days. I am confident that you come as soon as you can, because I am breathless and my heart will move restlessly till you stay with me.
Please, turn up before me because my soul is moving away.